Elder Stewart, the fresh faced blond, is now a fully ordained member of The Order. But he looks back fondly on those moments that were turning points on his mission, resulting in his obtaining the higher priesthood.
Each day, upon waking, his fresh, morning wood pressing against the sheets, Stewart takes out a journal and writes for at least 20 minutes.
It was a habit he committed to in the MTC.
This morning he is particularly nostalgic about the first time he had sex with Brother Johnson, long before he even knew The Order existed.
Back then, he was still quite innocent. Though he had fantasized about boys before, he had only acted on them a few times. And each time he had felt tremendous guilt because of things he was taught in church.
But his desires have always been impossible to suppress. Despite believing he shouldn’t, he constantly fantasized about boys holding him down, kissing him, rubbing their own hard erections against his.
But then as a missionary, there was a pivotal moment after which the guilt vanished. Elder Stewart was in his room, waiting for his new companion at transfers, and filthy thoughts were once again filling his head.
At that time he had hoped his new companion would have the same tendencies as him but how would he figure that out. He was unlikely to act first because he was terrified of being found out.
He groped his stiffening cock through his pants. He imagined his new, perfect companion’s warm hand in it’s place. He closed his eyes, let his head roll back.
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